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While I was thinking of what to write here, I kept saying to myself, “I have no motivation. I have no motivation.” I kept uttering it to myself, as if saying a mantra. Not that it would do me any good, but I just somehow ended up saying it over and over again. I couldn’t think of anything–a topic, a gimmick–anything at all.

Until it clicked in. I could just write about how I have no motivation at all. I don’t want to go to work anymore. I don’t want to blog anymore. I don’t want to think about things anymore. I want some things. I want money, I want to meet with my friend, I want to share my thoughts and ideas to the world… but for what purpose?

Someone tried to be philosophical with me and told me that it’s the journey, not the destination, that matters. But the end justifies the means.

…

I guess.

I know I just posted my New Year’s “Resolutions” but I feel that it’s such a great big effort. Like for getting thin, I still keep on looking at reviews to find out what are the best weight loss pills because I have to admit that I’m still being lazy with going to the gym. I know I have to think that I paid a lot for the monthly membership for the gym, but I don’t really have the time. Or rather, I’m not willing to lose 3 hours of sleep to go to work. I get really cranky when I lack sleep and being in the Escalations team, it’s not a good idea to be cranky.

Anyways, the Corregidor trip is tomorrow. I’m excited! I’ve never been on a boat. Or a ship. Whatever the best term is…

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