MMMiii!

Sometimes, you make decisions in your life that you just have to stand by that decision whatever happens.

Sometimes, you just have to do something, say something, even if it’s against your will, in order to stop hurting inside.

I made a decision a couple of days ago. I said, I’m waiting for a sign. If it doesn’t come by Friday, I’m going to have a “to hell with it” attitude and get a job. If it comes, then I’m going to go on with what there is. It came today, so I’m really glad.

I made a decision a couple of months ago. Whatever happens, I told myself, I’m going to stand by it forever, until I die. I hope I’m not making the wrong decision.

Anyway, because of recent events, I kind of started getting scared… And I just stopped believing people online, altogether. Not all… But a lot… Well.. The guys I’ve liked… online, that is. ~_~

I got scared of liars. of Lies. I know that in this kind of relationship, you have to have trust… but what if you continue to love, but somehow have doubts?

Matt said it wasn’t wrong to have doubts. Well… *sigh*

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