MMMiii!

I feel selfish… I want the plans to push through……

But somehow I’ve been expecting this to happen.

I’m sad now… What I’ve been dreading has actually come true……………
There’s nothing I can do but accept it. I shouldn’t be immature about this. I understand him… But somehow, I want the plans to push through even more so now, so I could hug him tight and share the pain he’s going through now. I want to comfort him so badly, it hurts that I can’t. I want to wipe away his tears, and tell him everything will look better tomorrow, but I can’t. Hell, it might not even be better.

I want to hug him so tight, and tell him I’ll be here for him. I want to be there for him, damnit! >__<

I feel guilty for being selfish and immature. I can't do anything else for now, but wait, and be here for him if he needs me over there.

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