MMMiii!

I started putting on hotsauce/chilipowder/chilimansi/hot and spicy savor something.. forgot what’s it called.. and too lazy to check it out..

I’ve started to eat SPICY food. like SPICY. i didn’t always like spicy food.

I also bought half a kilo of … darn, i forgot. that red thing that looks like bell pepper except the end is pointed. >__< i bought half a kilo of that .. and i liked it. i DON'T Like Bell Pepper.

Uhm... I started saving money. I save money for stuff I want. I save money for... just for saving. I save money for future use...

I think I became more open ... or maybe it's just to some people. Well... dunno. Ever since I started #ROFLMAO … I can now make sexist/sex jokes openly. Haha.. >__> or something. I say a lot of stuff that I would think would be really incriminating before but now just laugh at it. Hmm… Oh yeah.. #ROFLMAO still has no purpose…. I don’t know where it’s going. I don’t know how long this will last. I think of the people there as my buddies. … most of them anyway. I met a lot of new friends… :)

of course 2006 is memorable. I got Matt.

2006… I sang and recorded a lot of songs. For a while, I had a lot of confidence… but it died out. Lol. I guess that’s something that will never really change. my lack of confidence. heh…

I think I’ve become an even much more messier person now than before, or maybe it’s just because I’m acquiring more stuff now. EIther way, my room’s much much more messier now, but I’ve started to take care of my body more now. >__> don’t make me explain! erhm.

Some things will never change, I think. aside from the lack of confidence, I still procrastinate my way through everything, it seems. I should be writing a damned paper right now… I said that a couple of day ago on this blog. Hell, I said that at the start of my christmas break. oh well.

I still eat instant noodles, but somewhat not as much as before.

Hmmm….

I still have my panic attacks. I’m still panicky. I’m still paranoid. I still stare at the wall. I still sometimes lie down and fall asleep when I should be doing something important. I still get rebellious with my own mind at times….. I still chew the dry skin off my lips.
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I still need to grow up. hehe.

I guess those things that don’t change would be what makes me me.

Ok. Time to stare at MS Word again.

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