MMMiii!

Goddamned computer restarted before I had the chance of publishing what I was writing… I would write it again, but I don’t really remember exactly what I wrote. I mean, I can’t recreate the moment, haha. I was getting kinda drunk when I was writing it, I guess.

But it’s all for the good, maybe…

I love Matt. If this what’s happening is a test of how much I love Matt, then…. I’m trying my best. I even think I love him even more now.

I love Matt. If this is a test of how strong I could be, and we part ways in the end…. I’ll cross the bridge when I get there. :D At least I know I really loved and loved well.

Oh oh, here’s one I remember. I realized that the guys I “loved” before Matt were the unreachable ones… Ones I know who would never love me back, or even have a future with them. I was most reluctant with Matt, because he was the one who approached me first, and gave me dreams of a future together and love forever. I guess my reluctance was because I knew I would be expecting something like this… this what I’m going through now.

orz. I don’t remember the rest. I know I wrote some pretty heated words and maybe would sound a bit hateful… but I really can’t remember. Oh well….

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