MMMiii!

Man, i’m lazy. This is my email to Shii-chan. >__> and I realized that it’s almost like a summary of my whole break. XD

:D my computer is shitty. It’s overheating and stuff and and and.. dunno… it keeps rebooting or malfunctioning and everything. add to that the aftermaths of the earthquake in Taiwan. Internet is being kinda crappy too. >_< Sometimes gmail (all of google actually) is totally inaccessible, and some other websites like yahoo.

:D My christmas and new year went.

For xmas i was online and as soon as I finished eating xmas dinner at midnight, i went back on and talked with the bf on gtalk.

My new year was somewhat ... frustrating, because I was hardly able to talk with the bf that day and google being uncooperative with me. I had to wake up Kyuu about an hour before midnight of new year, but i couldn't connect. Actually, the computer wouldn't stay on. lol. ... when I was finally able to make it stay on and connect to gtalk, i woke up Kyuu and i let him listen to the fireworks on my side..

Overall, i can say I had fun even if I only went out a total of 5 times over the 2.5-week break. sort of small gathering with my high school classmates, To the mall and movies with my friends, to the groceries, to the drugstore for tummy ache meds and then to the bank to pay for my webhosting, and to the mall with my brothers, their girlfriends, and my cousins. :D

School resumes for me on the 4th, and I've got two papers due on friday so i'm procrastinating right now. >___<

Here's a video of the fireworks display from when I went to the mall with my brothers.

I used my brother’s Sony Ericsson K800i. At first he told me to take pictures… but his phone was sooooooooooooooo slooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…. i was missing out on precious seconds because his phone took its time to load, so I just switched to video. The whole show was about 3 minutes long, I think. I accidentally jumped somewhere there because I got too excited.

Anyway, Happy New Year, everyone.

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Goddamn computer keeps restarting or overheating or won’t boot or something… it’s dying…

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I feel selfish… I want the plans to push through……

But somehow I’ve been expecting this to happen.

I’m sad now… What I’ve been dreading has actually come true……………
There’s nothing I can do but accept it. I shouldn’t be immature about this. I understand him… But somehow, I want the plans to push through even more so now, so I could hug him tight and share the pain he’s going through now. I want to comfort him so badly, it hurts that I can’t. I want to wipe away his tears, and tell him everything will look better tomorrow, but I can’t. Hell, it might not even be better.

I want to hug him so tight, and tell him I’ll be here for him. I want to be there for him, damnit! >__<

I feel guilty for being selfish and immature. I can't do anything else for now, but wait, and be here for him if he needs me over there.

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