MMMiii!

Filipinos can be overly romantic and mushy… and they celebrate monthsaries (like a monthly milestone) … And I plan on being damned mushy monthly until we reach our first year (I’m looking forward to it!).
So …

Happy 2nd Month together, Matt.

After two months of being with Matt, I can say that ….

Damn, I’m loving him more and more as I get to know more about him. What he likes, food, stuff he does, ways of thinking, philosophies, things that make him laugh… things that make him mad (I know I make him mad sometimes), some of his frustrations, his childhood…

Last night was so far the most wonderful time i’ve had with him. I want to think I really really really made him happy … but he made me happy too.

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I’m going to school early today to attend a lecture. A Tibetan Lama will be coming and will be giving his blessings. :) I’m not a good believer but somehow, the way Professor Aureus told us about this Lama made me want to go to and … hopefully experience whatever I should expierience. Just something to share with Matt :D

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hehe….

we fell asleep while talking on GTalk. FOR HOURS!
and then he said I Love You and I instantly woke up. x_x

lol.

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I wanna sleep beside Matt. We both fell asleep on GTalk last night. lol.

OMG we talked the whole day again (night/morning for him)
we talked about his garden..!! OMG HE’s gardening a lot of stuff. and and and liquid hydrogen-powered vehicles. Hydrogen is cheaper but still has emissions. we talked about … alternative fuels! Lol. uhh… and more. >_>

I listened to him breathe.. and snore.. and moan…. lol.

It’s so nice to lie down while talk. sooo comfortable. my butt doesn’t get numb. But i get so relaxed just listening to him i sometimes feel like falling asleep. I love listening to his voice… even if he sings somewhat badly, it’s still nice.

I hardly did anything else. OMG!

lol. good thing I did advanced reading for my classes where I need to read. >_>

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We started talking at 10:54am….

Calling Matt at 10:54 AM on Saturday

and it’s now 8:43pm… lol, and still going. :D

It’s great. :D

I ate lunch… i ate dinner…

he ate midnight snack… he ate breakfast…

:D

I just realized it was getting dark. lol.

Damn it. Time passes by so faaaaaaaast when talking with him.

I met a different side of Matt today too. The businessman side of him. He went on and on and I felt like I know him a little better. Love him more too.

*squeals and rolls left and right on the bed*

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Call ended with Matt at 11:03 PM on Saturday

but then that’s just voice chat. >_>

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I was chatting with Matt at like … 3am or so….. I pulled the desk near my bed again so I could lie down. I was half asleep too.

Then I heard an explosion.

And then Matt disappeared.

And then the computer rebooted.

and then another explosion.

Darkness.

i went out. i was wondering “How come the lamp at the electric post is on but we don’t have power?”

and then i realized… I was looking at fire. The electric cable was in flames.

…

I peeked out the gate and saw a lot of people outside watching the flame in the air. I bet they were afraid, of course. If it reached the transistor (or whatever it’s called) …

…

goodbye house? :<

Dunno.

=_=

I was still talking with Matt on SMS but my phone wasn't charged and it eventually died. >_<

i’m so sleepy.

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Last night… I got envious of Matt because he moved his desk near his bed so he could talk while lying on the bed. >_< So I loosened some wire ties and pulled the desk from the wall too and near the bed. :D So I was lying on the bed while talking with him.

It felt good. lol. Instead of getting my butt numb from sitting on the chair for too long.

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I got this from Anna’s post on the bulletin board on MySpace. Why did I check MySpace? Because it got hacked or something and I checked if I could still log on. :D And I could. I wouldn’t be able to retrieve my password because the email I use for MySpace doesn’t exist anymore. Well… I wouldn’t care if I lost my MySpace account since I don’t really care for it… But … password thingie…

*cough cough*

Here’s the questionnaire:

1. Name one person who made you smile today?
Matt

2. What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Eating Honeydew

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Showering

4. What is something that happened to you in 1995?
I met a lot of Koreans — World Youth Day 1995

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
“What?”

6. How many different things did you drink today?
Just 1 — water

7. What color is your toothbrush?
Green and White

8. What was the last thing you bought?
a UP pin.

9. What was the last gift you recieved for your birthday?
i… >_> … can’t remember. Wine, I think? Yu, when was that?

10. What color is your front door?
er… we have a gate… it’s Red and White and Rust.

11. Where do you keep your change?
Panda wallet!

12. What was the weather like today?
I can’t see the sky from my room.

13. What is the best ice-cream flavor?
Vanilla -> Blueberry Cheesecake -> Double Dutch

14. What is something you are excited about?
Matt!

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
When I took a pic of it… ages ago.

16. What size shoe do you wear?
er… 9.

17. Do you have a sister?
None.

18. Are you very random?
I guess

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes.

20. Are you over the age of 25?
No.

21. Do you talk alot?
It depends.

22. Do you watch The OC?
What?

23. Does your screen name have an ‘x’ in it?
No.

24. Do you know anyone called Steve?
Yes. a Korean who can’t even pronounce Steve properly.

25. Do you make up your own words?
Sometimes.

26. Are you ticklish?
Uh.

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
Very.

28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’:
Ana … Ana :D~~~ *drewl*

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’
Kathy

30. Whos the 1st person on your missed calls list?
Josh

31. What did the last text message you recieved say?
FREE:”Life is like a journey. You need to face different challenges, but love makes this journey worthwhile.”

32. Do you chew on your straws?
Sometimes

33. Do you have curly frizzy hair?
No.

34. What is the next concert you’re going to?
No Idea.

35. Who is the shittest person in your life?
my Pop’s mother.

35. Who is the coolest person in your life?
Amigas!

36. What is something you say a lot?
“or something”

37. What is the last thing you ate?
some sausage thing. I don’t know what it’s called.

38. Have you seen the movie ‘Donnie Darko’?
No.

39. Do you have work tomorrow?
School.

40. Is marriage in your future?
*cough*

41. When was the last time you said ‘I love you’
8:47am — it’s now 10:36am. lol.

42. What should you be doing right now?
Looking at the pics Matt’s linking. -_-

43. Do you have a nickname?
A lot.

45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
Just when I lack sleep or very tired.

46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?
Never.

47. What is the best movie you’ve seen in the past two weeks?
Take the Lead.

48. What kind of mobile phone do you have?
Motorola C651

There’s always one missing, isn’t there?

50. Are you currently depressed?
No. :)

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Seeing from one of my previous posts, a UCLA student got zapped for not showing his ID. But, is he really a student?

Some colleges in UP Diliman, a relatively free campus, has enforced the No ID, No Entry policy. A lot of students are against this. I don’t know why. Aren’t they proud of wearing their ID, and being proud of being UP Students? So what if the school has a tradition of any clothes, no ID, wear your pajama for all anyone cares?

In UP, anyone can come in and go. It’s an alternate route to different places, especially to those two schools at Katipunan Avenue, our neighboring schools.There are ghetto communities right inside UP. There are residential units not exclusively for UP people. — it’s very open.

So why not have the buildings closed for outsiders? This is security we’re talking about. Would they rather have their bags checked each and every time they enter the buildings? That used to happen when there were bomb threats. What’s so wrong with wearing a goddamned ID?

Because other schools require it and we don’t? And they don’t want to be like them other schools? But hey, their IDs are different from ours! So what if it looks corny? >_>

What about the foreign students and the post-grad students? They have their IDs too. :<
Teachers? Sure, why not?

As i see it..
the advantages:

• Security
• Identity

The disadvantages:

• You’re dead if you forgot it at home
• cramps your style, i bet
• you can’t bring/meet friends inside the buildings/classrooms
• it’s corny. (yes, i had to add that.)

So.. STudents.
Proudly wear your IDs, and let the world know that you are UP Students. They don’t have to know how much you’ve failed.

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Okay…

I’m not into online social networking websites, but I will have to admit I do have accounts. I have Friendster, MySpace, Multiply, Facebook, Ringo, and some other websites I don’t even remember.

Friendster was soooo IN in 2003. Being a person always online, naturally I would have that. Besides, a lot of my classmates and local friends had an account, so why not?

I am proud to say, though, that I know all of the “friends” in my friendster.

I’ve had an account in MySpace almost since it started, I think. But I only started having “friends” in MySpace a couple of months ago… lol… when I started my own chan, to be exact. Well, i had some people in it, like Gian, my classmate from kinder, and Zana… but now I think I have 12 friends in it… i can’t remember.

I have Multiply, but until now I still can’t fully figure out how to use it. Not that I actually tried. Ringo… An aunt invited me. Lol. would you believe? Facebook …. I wanted one. =_= because it said it was for college students and not so emo like MySpace (/wrists)

And now I have groovenet.ph … and What I hated most started. People I don’t know shit from are adding me.

THe first person I added was this person named Greg because he wabbed me and told me that i haven’t added him yet =_= and that he was sitting beside David (the wablet person)… and since I didn’t have any friends yet, lol, i added him.

and now there has been 3 girls adding me…. and they’ve got like 300+ friends. I wonder if they even know each and everyone of them?

I added another girl who I have no idea who because her profile was funny. It said she was a professional embalmer. :D just for kicks, why not? and her main page was interesting. Unlike the other two girls….

hum. Let’s see how it goes.

Maybe I should post my paper on Friendster here. >_< I want to see Prof Cruz's marks first though.

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Groovenet is so … slow. sluggish. :<
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I believe that dreams mean something. (Yes, even that bad dream… I’m just not thinking much of it because it’s very unpleasant. I’m not interested in trying to analyze it either.)

So… Matt and I.. We were probably connected from our dreams.

I had a dream before about an unknown person. But that person walked away from me. Forbidden love. I didn’t want to think that it was Matt in that dream. Because if he were… I don’t want to think about it. hehe….

But… Thinking about it differently… What if the person walked away from the me in the dream because he doesn’t have to be a dream, and that he can be real?

I really feel awfully … guilty… for lack of a better word… for being excited. I feel like if I become excited like this, something bad would happen. I don’t want to think about it and just wait…. and just wait for the day he really would come, but he’s making me do research. lol. like prices, rents, and so on. =___=

I screamed into his ear earlier. We were talking on GTalk and I didn’t realize the time. I just saw it was 3:30pm and i screamed because I had a class at 4pm and travel time at that time would usually take about 30 minutes. Thank God I only came in 10 minutes late.

His stitches on his intestines are coming off today. I hope he doesn’t go through a lot of pain like last time. I really wish I could be with him. :<

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