MMMiii!

Liz and I interviewed a Korean named KELVIN for EDL105 … For Second Language Acquisition. Kelvin is a fob (No offense meant) and transribing the whole 35 minute interview took me about a day and a half.

Anyway, he said he’ll take me on as a private tutor. All I have to do is to talk with him, and correct his mistakes in pronunciation and grammar and intonation etc…. and I get 100/hr. If I do well (coz this is going to be my first time) after a month, he might increase it and I’ll take on the job as tutor for grammar and vocabulary too. coz he has another one. ….

=/ I hope I do this right….

[22:20] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> dream stands for your personalities that’s not being realized in your concious level

[22:20] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> michan .. okay shoot

[22:20] <+michan> Coz, I haven’t dreamed this for a while, then it came back

[22:20] <+michan> I’m always being chased

[22:20] <+michan> people in uniform and big guns

[22:20] by what?

[22:21] <+michan> and they’re always shooting at me and I’m always running away

[22:21] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> michan: ask yourself this question “What do you pursue in life? or What do you want in life ?

[22:21] <+michan> that’s it… I don’t know =/

[22:21] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> michan: Ask yourself “What does UNiform mean to you ?”

[22:21] <+michan> uhm… something strict and formal..

[22:21] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> or what does ‘Big Gun’ mean to you

[22:21] <+michan> death

[22:22] <+michan> death is running after me?

[22:22] <+michan> >_>

[22:22] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> what does ‘CHASE’ mean to

you

[22:22] <+michan> cool.

[22:22] <+michan> chase = pursuit

[22:22] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> i’m not going to answer that …. you could answer it yourself if you ask .. deeply

[22:22] <+michan> hmm… thanks.

[22:23] <+michan> wait wait, ozzie

[22:23] <+michan> i’m not done

[22:23] <+michan> sometimes, i just hide.

[22:23] <+michan> but there are times, i get back at them, killing everyone

[22:23] <+michan> even the innocent

[22:24] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> you write everything down …

[22:24] <+michan> everyone who comes near me…

[22:24] <+michan> >_>

[22:24] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> ask yourself what those words mean to you

[22:24] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> try to decipher it yourself

[22:24] <+michan> the verbs?

[22:24] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> you’d be surprised on how many layers of yourself might be discovered from it

[22:25] <+michan> =/ i’m afraid of what i might find out

[22:25] <+michan> -_-;

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> hahahaha

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> :)

[22:25] <+michan> but thanks

[22:25] hey, me too

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> well some said that .. they key to wisdom .. is to discover yourself

[22:25] <+michan> u made me a bit more confused of myself T_T

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> lol

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> i certainly didn’t mean the inconveniences caused

[22:25] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> :)

[22:26] <+michan> well… it isn’t your fault.

[22:26] <+michan> just coz i want to discover what those mean…

[22:26] <+michan> coz before it was sort of a recurring dream..

[22:26] <+michan> and then it stopped for a while when i was a bit happy

[22:27] <+michan> then my depression came back, the dreams came back too

[22:27] <+michan> is it connected?

[22:27] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> see … michan .. i don’t know about that

[22:27] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> you know better than i do

[22:27] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> :)

[22:27] <+michan> ok….

[22:27] * +michan bows

[22:27] <+michan> thank you very much

[22:27] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> for every words .. has its own particular meaning for every person

[22:28] <+michan> each word

[22:28] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> yeap .. i mean EACH word

[22:28] <@Ozeki`DreamInterpreter> sorry

[22:28] <+michan> down to the little dot?

>_> Now I’m confused…

Here’s how I understand it.

Death is after me but i don’t want Him to catch me. I’m always struggling. until I defeated him… And then my depression came back and i wanted to die…. but I’m always fighting against it…. It means, I don’t really want to die. i want to live… heh… The dream hasn’t returned for a while now… Now that I think of it… It returned somewhere after FRIEND got mad at me… ………

Life is hard… But I realized… That this just means I am not a quitter even if I seem to do so… Even if I want to. I’m not quitting… move on, girl!

Arigatou, Ozeki-sama.

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