MMMiii!

Hm… I read my friend’s xanga… and he thought that I was tossing him around like … i dunno. That I’m treating him from best buddy to acquaintance at a blink of an eye…. =/ he doesn’t realize that i usually think he’s asleep or busy most of the time… coz even if he’s technically around, he’s not. yeah, i’m hurt. and he’s still not talking to me. If I hurt your feelings, I’m sorry. but it would be better if we talk this out. I’m sorry if I seem to act that way. I stop calling you by your name sometimes coz I feel like I’m overstepping my boundaries as a friend… That I shouldn’t be broadcasting your real name around the world. I’m sorry if you feel that way.

I guess, I was a bit of insensitive coz I just thought to read your side just now after all these weeks. All this time I nursed my own pain and not knowing that you were hurt too. Now I just feel worse.

Add to that, my Korean interviewee named Kelvin called me ugly. It was half kidding, but yeah, I am.

Kinda insulted.. but yeah.

Friend. talk to me again, please…

((sigh)) over-all, i’m depressed. it was kinda nice of someone to ask me how I was and suggested a percentage. I said 75/25 … blah… it’s so sad.

The deadline for the project was supposed to be yesterday. Thank God she moved it to next week. blah. since monday, i haven’t touched the materials again.

I’m going to make sushi later…. hope it turns out decent.

Oh yeah… I played the guitar for three hours I think or more. My friend asked me to transribe the interview with Kelvin the Korean, and she lent the cassette recorder too. So, while the recorder is with me, i’m recording some of my songs on tape…. but it’s so hard =/ every mistake, i have to repeat all over… blah. the end result is nice tho. so far, i’ve recorded 2. but I have to repeat the first again so….. nyah.

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