MMMiii!

I’m not taking back anything i wrote… Since I didn’t realize that it was obvious, i guess it’s better that it is known… But.. i still feel horrible.

I wasn’t able to sleep well last night.. coz… =/

*sigh*

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Hm…. BlindItem#1 is back. And he keeps insisting that I love him. Is it true? If I was asked a couple of weeks ago, I’d have said that I do. Wait…. I admitted to myself that I do, didn’t I? But .. now, I don’t know. I sure like him a lot… But is it enough to be called love? I sure dream of him a lot, a faceless man, but is it enough to be called love? Yuu-chan told me to go for him… But is it enough??? Internet relationships don’t work. Put that in your mind, girl. And let it stay there. -_-; So why did we arrange the time when we’ll both be online tomorrow??

BlindItem#2 left today from the chan.. I always assume that he’s away even if his nick is online… Because he usually IS! And now he won’t talk to me. I know BlindItem#1 told me before that BlindItem#2 likes me and I didn’t believe him coz … coz.. BlindItem#2 and I are supposed to be just good friends… I don’t want to destroy our good friendship, damnit. So WHY is he acting this way? T_____T I like him a lot but only as a friend… I hope he understands.



BlindItem#3 is being weird… He wants me to go to his place… Well… I dunno.

BlindItem#4 is MIA — Missing In Action …………….. I don’t know where he is.

BLAAAAAAAAAAAHHH I need to save.

I ordered a t-shirt in Educ ^_^ in front it says: EDUC and at the back it says: My Choice.

and since i’m a non-major at the moment… :P it seems appropriate. ^__^

costs P130 la…

I’m tired as hell. Language Play, Language Learning by Guy Cook is absolutely boring. I thought it was fun coz it says PLAY…

Before BlindItem#1 came back… I was pretty depressed. I mean … VERY depressed. And now.. well, i’m still depressed.. but I guess i feel better now. I just have to fix my life better. I mean, with my acads… i need to get in Educ… for my own good. *sigh*

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I’m addicted to this song by kokia… i mean, i was addicted before, to both of them, kokia and kiroro… now… T_T since i don’t have any kiroro handy, i’ll stick with kokia.

anyway, my life. yes, it’s still boring. so i’ll just talk about my academic life.

Here’s my Schedule

Monday/Thursday

1-2:30 Natural Sciences I (Physics and Chemistry)

2:30-4 EDCO 101 (Introduction to Guidance)

4-5:30 EDUC 100 (Philippine Education System)

Tuesday/Friday

1-2:30 EDL 105 (Oral Development of Language)

Saturday

9-12 Science, Technology and Society

ok…

during Nat Sci I, i don’t pay attention. this is the time i catch up with my readings for edl or educ or edco. whatever subject that needs attention. otherwise, i just do nothing. i can’t sleep like my friend who’s always sleeping during nat sci class.

in EDCO101… i’m always uncomfortable. the teacher always mentions how abnormal it is for people my age for not having a bf even once. yea yeah, i know there was tim and josh and etc but that’s different. now that i think of it, they don’t really mean that much to me now. i mean, i’m just laughing at the thought now…. blah. XD. in this subject, we talk about life, how to understand life, and… stuff. before the class starts, i usually eat my lunch. XD with the teacher’s approval.

in EDUC100… i’m wondering what type of questions the teacher will give. all he talks about is movies and his life story. not that i’m complaining.. well, yeah, sometimes i’m complaining. coz sometimes, i want to go home and he’s not talking about anything important. i mean, yeah, it’s important to my life, i learn a lot from his life, (buy old books, it could be your treasure one day)

and midterms is just around the corner… blah.

in EDL105 there are boring times and there are exciting times. and this tuesday… ME of all people. there were others around her, NEAR her, but why did she have to pick ME to bring the bad news this tuesday T___T for tuesday, she won’t be around. so she asked ME to get the readings from the office and tell the class that we have to process it and after class we have to pass it. DAMN… T_T why… at least… she said my nick name right. she’s always calling me Choi in class.. it’s CHAI damnit XD Choi makes me think of … BATCHOI… and i’m BETCHAI but i’m taBATCHOI bwahaha T_T

in STS .. aside from freezing for three hours this must me the most boring and useless subject ever required. … Blah. it makes me feel so stupid.

Hmmmmmmmm…. joe, my brother’s best friend, gave me this bracelet 5pesos/link XD and there are 20 links. GO FIGURE. anyway, it’s the type that’s like rubberized but it’s not… and since it’s made of metal… i got some skin torn off lol.

oh yeah, my allowance is now 500/week!!!! woohooo!!!! i mean, it’s a far cry from 250/week. Papa was even surprised when i told him that my allowance was only 250/week… he couldn’t believe himself.. i mean, he couldn’t believe that i was suffering all this time and i wasn’t complaining… until now. so… now, i can eat in school. lol. i mean, i have the money to buy a snack at school, not that i have the time to eat it, but still..

Hmm… my  cp battery is in its dying days. lol. one day… it’ll just die out on me. gotta get a new one.

Oh yeah, EDUC week. i wanna buy the t-shirt. EDUC: My Choice. weeeee.. see!!?? it’s so.. i mean, i’m a non-major and i’m choosing educ. it means so much to me. but it’s 130 T__T  blah.. it’s just a bit. i mean, i can’ actually afford it. hahaha.. that means… cutting down internet time. lol… but if i must, then  i will. besides, i really do need to start concentrating on my school work. there’s this book in edl that i have to process (meaning, i have to anotate, summarize, concept map, etc etc) and the due is on August 17 and i’m still in chapter 1. T__T

oh yeah, my subjects (sts, educ, edl and edco) require me to do research on a diff subject per week T__T i think i really have to learn how to use the library…

uhhhh… i dunno what else i could say… XD

*sigh*

ATE SHEILA I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU WHERE ARE YOU HOW ARE YOU XD XD XD

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KOKIA - Arigatou

daremo ga kizukanu uchi ni  

nanika o ushinatteiru

fu tto kizukeba anata wa inai  

omoide dake o nokoshite

sewashii toki no naka  

kotoba o ushinatta

ningyou tachi no you ni

machi kado ni afureta

NORA NEKO no you ni

koe ni naranai sakebi ga kikoetekuru

moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara

tatta hitokoto tsutaetai     arigato     arigatou

toki ni wa kizutsuke attemo    

anata o kanjiteitai

omoide wa semetemono nagusame  

itsumademo anata wa koko ni iru

moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara

tatta hitokoto tsutaetai     arigato     arigatou

moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara tatta

hitokoto tsutaetai

moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara tatta

hitokoto tsutaetai     arigato     arigatou

toki ni wa kizutsuke attemo     anata o kanjitetai  

While no one was noticing  

it became lost

With a start I realized you were gone  

and only memories remained

Restlessly, I could hear voiceless cries

as if made by dolls who had lost the power of speech,

 or crowds of stay cats on street corners

If I ever meet you again

I just want you to know one thing     thank you     thank you

Though it hurts sometimes    

I want to feel your presence

The memories are my only solace    

so that you are always here

If I ever meet you again

I just want you to know one thing     thank you     thank you

If I ever meet you again

I just want you to know one thing

If I ever meet you again

I just want you to know one thing     thank you     thank you

Though it hurts sometimes     I want to feel your presence  

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Ok.. I know, i know. i haven’t posted a real update about me. because there isn’t really anything to tell. i’m in Educ-English. i’ve no love life, i’ve got tons of school work… the only interesting part in my life lately is that my allowance got doubled, finally. it’s now 100/day. yes, 50/day is HELL. i tell you. pure hell.i couldn’t manage. i mean, i’m a horrible spendthrift. … =/ *sigh*

 

Nothing interesting really. nothing. oh yeah, here’s another thing that might interest someone. i got my op in #bitch in dalnet back.

=_=

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http://www.cyberia-anime.com/

Lain Episode guide.

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Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com

Blogging Degree
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Blogging Degree
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Blogging Degree
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http://www.sino.net/ODP/?/Regional/Asia/Philippines/Society_and_Culture/History/

http://www.thomasites100.org/thomas_hist.html

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Regardless of what happens, you will never forget to care about others. You must be reallyhappy to hear comments such as “You are so understanding and caring!” Taking care of others is probably your most important task. But sometimes, you really care too much. For example, if you joke around people who are upset, the you probably end up hurting them instead so the best way to take care of people is to show your care naturally.

http://www.sanriotown.com/psycho/psycho.htm

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*sigh* …

yeah, i’m aa busy bitch. -_-;

lately, my mother comes home “late” like.. 7pm. and papa gets mad at her. heck, last saturday, i came home at midnight! and now, coz ma’s pissed off, she pisses ME off… -_-;

anyway, Matt said he loves me. not that i care. i mean, … blah.. i really thought i’d be loving him before.. then.. he just wasn’t around too often. then i gave up. i give up. i hate it.

here’s my Filipino Adaptation of hide’s Goodbye.

Paalam na, ako’y namamaalam na

Sa lahat ng paghihirap ko, paalam na

Paalam na, ako’t namamaalam na

Sa pangangambang nadarama, paalam na

Walang patutunguhan, ngunit tuloy pa rin sa lakad.

Sa lahat ng nabigong pangarap, paalam na

Sa king paglalakbay sa daang walang pangalan

Kahit walang pumapansin, tuloy pa rin.

Kung di mo na alam ang tatahakin mong daan

Itaas lang ang iyong kamay, iwagayway

Lahat ng ‘yong mararating ay mayroong kalungkutan

Kumanta lang mga hirap mo’y malalampasan

Awit, aminin mo, anong mayro’n sa himig mo

Saan man mapunta, sige pa rin sa paglalakbay

Darating ang araw na mawawala’s malulumbay

Makinig ka lang maigi, makakamit mo rin ang nais mo

Paalam na, ako’y namamaalam na

Sa takot ko na masakatan, paalam na

Aking ala-ala, di ko lahat kayang hawakan

Kaya’t mabuti pang kalimutan na lang

Awit, aminin mo, anong mayro’n sa himig mo

Saan man mapunta, sige pa rin sa paglalakbay

Magagawi ka rin kung san mawawala’s malulumbay

Awitan ang sarili, makakamit mo rin ang nais mo

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