Ok… i have a big problem. it’s isamu’s bday on october and it’ll be his 21st bday… so….. i really want to give him something special … BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT!!!! so when school starts, i’ll have to set aside some money for him. .. LOL.

Anyway, before isamu’s bday is Matt’s first… and guess what? our very first stupid argument!! he doesn’t want anything from me for his birthday .. from anyone for that matter! … i just feel rejected…. yeah.. i wanna sulk and cry. i really feel bad. he was so sad when we started talking and i just wanted to cheer him up . instead we got into an argument….

Sigh. Oh well.

THat’s life. and Life sucks. darnit

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#CC@ dal.net (I have to cut this coz… they might know that i’m behind the attacks on #waa) had an EB where i’m included at last! harharhar… i only knew tintin really.

well, it was nice. i had to keep my mouth shut most of the time coz there were #waa people around us. harharhar….

hmm… fun. i’m tired. lol…

i miss Angelius and Matt. i wonder if the birthday card i sent to angelius arrived already?? he doesn’t believe in birthdays or so he says. from now on, i’ll try to make him believe in dreams and wishes and birthdays and stuff….

hmm… zzzzzzz UWI NA KO!

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Josh is being an asshole again.

anyway….

I haven’t been having much sleep lately…. my guilt.. is.. COOL! lol

Angelius told me that i shouldn’t feel guilty for something where i’m not at fault.

And of course i know he’s right. but i can’t help it. I really really feel bad about not inviting some people although it’s also right that i didn’t…

blahr.

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I had a birthday bash yesterday!!! and it was really really FUN!!! i had lori, sara, farley, merv, roel, and of course.. Noe…

we watched My Wife Is A Gangster and Acacia and some of Hide’s Concert…. Farley widowed the chords for Goodbye for me and what i thought was so hard was fairly easy…

well.. i really had fun… coz they were there.. and i was happy… i’ve never had a birthday party where i invited my friends to my house..

so.. it was quite an experience. i think i’ll be doing it every year from now on. hehehehehe… and only them.. and maybe some others more.. blah. we’ll see next year.

i’m starting to hate some of my classmates. they claim that they were busy during those times that i posted about the party at my house BUT i mean, fuck them all. they were alive and kicking and talking about reality tv shows and politics and chin and whatever fucking assholes… but DON’T they DARE say they were fucking busy. … ah.. hell..

the party’s on wednesday and my friends convinced me taht i should come….

hope nothing bad happens..

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Happy Birthday to me~~ Happy birthday to me~~~

i forgot to bring my copy of my poem called “Happy Birthday to me” blah….. oh well…

Isamu forgot my birthday. lol. oh well again. nyahr nyahr nyahr..

Why does everyone ask what i got for my birthday…. i didn’t get any gifts today. T___T .. it makes me feel like i’m a poor poor girl coz i didn’t get anything today… maybe i’ll get them on saturday. bweeeeeeeee *sigh*

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Hmm… wow… i had a serious conversation with him… finally… and the old promises were brought up.. heh…

and he told me to update him through SMS… and i told him that i deleted his number already.. and… he said i probably have memorized it.. and… lol.. yeah.. lol… hahaha… lmao… it’s stupid..

anyway… here’s my birthday wishlist this year:

New Computer

X JAPAN stuff… (CDs, etc etc etc… everything!!!!)

CD Player

=/ … that’s all really.. ok, maybe a new cellphone, although i’m perfectly happy with my n3210 lol..

that’s all~

oh, and yeah, i’m happy and great.

TEXT NIYO KO KUNG KELAN NIYO GUSTONG PUMUNTA SA BAHAY KO.. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

j/k

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Hmm.. My Pop and I went to the groceries yesterday and there was this woman who was giving away posters, stickers and others for Bro. Eddie V. A man asked her how much she’s being paid for and her answer was??? Nothing. she wasn’t paid to campaign for him. in fact, she said, she bought the posters and stickers and her t-shirt (reads: Vote Bro. Eddie!) she had it printed it herself…. I asked for a poster and sticker and that thing about him and Pop said, that he’s giving me 5 days to convince me that he should be voted…. yeah…

XD XD XD

Yeah, i know i’m campaigning for him. i don’t even have a senatorial list yet. i think i might abstain for the vice-president’s position.

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ok ok… it was Hide’s death anniversary yesterday….

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh…

I’m gonna go to Convergys!!! and i might be interviewed on the spot.. and i’m terrified. absolutely terrified… i’m scared…w aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

I remember in my Speech Comm class… i threw up before and after my final speech… fuck. i’m so scared… anyway…. waaaaaaahhh… darn. i’m shaking like hell… fuck… fuck.!! tangina!! >____<

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TOMORROW IS THE DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF HIDETO MATSUMOTO ….. ;_;

ok ok… what’s been up? ever since i got those CDs from YuKiChAn… Hide’s concerts, album and X Japan thing….. yeah… i’m obsessed with Hide although I still like Yoshiki …

Another thing (not really thing.. someone) I’ve been busy with is Matt… i can’t deny i’m starting to like him more n more everyday… and… yeah.. he’s always too busy. -_-;;; baaaaaaaaaaaaakaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why am I like this??? It’s annoying… I hope i get accepted at Convergys… and then.. i won’t have much time to go online anymore and eventually i’ll live in the real world… and eventually i’ll find someone near enough.

Oh.. yeah, before I forget, i’ve also been busy widowing the chords for more X Japan songs and Hide’s Goodbye (See past entries) hmm… and yeah, i put music to The Pretender. It’s an old poem but i was fixing some of my stuff, deciding which stuff goes to the bin and well… yeah, i started thinking of a tune to it and yeah, i ended up leaving the trash untrashed.. >_> but at least i’ve got a new song now. what’s more, it’s a bit different from what I usually do although the michanic style is still there. XD … It’s really.. nice.. lol. Music helps me forget and remember at the same time. :)

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