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~ Say it out Loud! ~



Date: March 31st, 2004

Ok Ok… I went to school today because i needed some papers for shifting. I was going to request a Permit to Transfer and a Clearance thing… and surprise!!!! I need to apply for it AFTER I get accepted to the college I’m applying in. i wasted 30 minutes waiting coz i arrived at 12:55 and the office opened at 1:25 >_< talk about being on time.

Anyway, here at the cafe, there’s this woman who wants to chat (with webcam) and she wants me to teach her… at MY time. duh. as if i’m not a paying customer too. as if she’ll pay for MY time. I mean, here i am looking for a job etc…. anyway, she keeps on saying out loud that if she were such a genius with computers she’d teach everyone who’s jurassic. heh. talk about saving the world. anyway, she got a shopkeeper teach her. duh.

mm… I wrote a new poem/song last night. (or this morning, whatever). I’m still trying to fix the chords but the tune is ok already.

Damned If I Cry

1

I will hide the pain

I will hide the tears

It’ll drive me insane

But I’ll face my fears

I’ve got to accept

From now on you’re gone

I would have just wept

But I should move on

Chorus 1

Your knife cut me deep

And the aches never end

I don’t want to weep

But heartaches don’t mend

I’m lost in my shame

But damned if I cry

Got no one to blame

No one to ask why

2

I will face the day

My yesterday’s passed

There’s no other way

This play lost its cast

If mem’ries come back

I’ll leave them behind

My life’s back on track

I’m done being blind

Chorus 2

Your hate cuts me deep

My sadness won’t end

But I’ll never weep

Though heartaches don’t mend

I’ve lost this damn game

And damned if I cry

Got no one to blame

Except you and I

Repeat Chorus 1 & 2

The sun may not shine

But damned if I cry

I’ll keep what is mine

And then say goodbye

hmm.. ok. this song isn’t dedicated to anybody. the tune’s just been playing on my mind over and over and i had a first line coming.

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31 March, 2004 (18:43) | Random | By: Mi