MMMiii!

Hahaha… oh man.. I’m getting addicted to this sms tarot thing. it’s amazing. really really amazing.

here’s what I got for today. OH yeah, i skipped all my classes again today.

TAROT WANDS IX DOUBT. Worries, doubting other people’s trustworthiness. There may be a break in an ongoing battle, it is best to assess things carefully before letting them disturb your peace of mind. Some old pain may emerge from the past but this time it is best to sort it out thoroughly. BUT: Strength may seem to evade you. Health fails you. Pain, depression.

How’s that for a reading??? Sheila, balik ka na sa smart para may tarot reading option ka rin!!!! :P :P :P

Hmm.., Sheila told me about lotustarot.com .. i’ll check on that later on..

I decided that I’d rather have an honest stupid, insensitive person than a liar who pretends to be all-knowing and great and sensitive. I’d rather have someone who doesn’t care about me or give a damn about me than someone who pretends to be. *sigh*

Oh FUCK!!! I checked what sheila gave me??

here are the results:

how you feel about yourself now (The Hierophant)

You feel a need for advice or wise council or perhaps spiritual consolation. Someone, or perhaps immediate events, will provide moral and practical guidance. Perhaps you are considering being such a tutor, counsellor or spiritual advisor? You desire the tried and tested traditional values, so when considering your options, this approach will prove wiser than adopting an unconventional novel approach. For example, marriage is more likely to be your desire than a living together situation.

what you most want at this moment (The Hanged Man)

The cards suggest misanthrope, that what you most want at this time is to have it all, why should you have to give something or someone up? Perhaps you feel a victim and that events are not going as planned. Trust that this is a passage from one phase of your life to another. If you are not sure what or who you need to give up, trust that what will be will be, and will ultimately be to your benefit.

your fears (The Star)

You are fearful of the future and rather lacking in self-belief - you are afraid your hopes will be dashed. Well don?t be, this is your wish card - a time of joy and fulfilment. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!

what is going for you (The Magician)If considering any new enterprise or relationship you will find the self-belief, confidence and ingenuity to make it a success. Perhaps a promotion or pay increase at work, or a strong feeling that if you were to choose to work for yourself, you truly believe you can make it work. Go for it!

what is going against you (Strength)

Your negativity and lack of self control are your real enemies. If you are finding certain addictions in your life are taking a hold, be it smoking or drinking for example, look inward for you hearts true strength and self-belief. Change your attitude and be positive and you will reap great rewards.

outcome (The Chariot)

Conflicts ending in victory! Keep charging ahead this is a time of change, travel and success if you stay committed to achieving your goals. A journey relating to work is imminent and if you?ve had your eye on that new car it will soon be yours.

Your Astrological Court Card

Queen of Pentacles

Astrological Sign: Taurus

Element: Earth

Personality:

practical, persevering, realistic, possessive, needs concrete results and knows how to get them

Most suitable vocations:

sales, finances, negotiating, consulting, leasing, property development

Most suitable lover or partner:

Knight of Cups - Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer

Your Personality Court Card

Queen of Cups

Element: Water

Personality:

sensitive, reflective, warm, vulnerable, loving, romantic, imaginative, talkative

Most suitable vocations:

institution work, self-help organisations, poet, dancer, make-up artist, anything to do with illusion.

Most suitable lover or partner:

Knight of Pentacles ? Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus

Blah. the last tarot reading wasn’t real.

Here’s the song…. I’m listening to right now…

*sigh* lol I need someone to sing this to me. haha..

Hay… There was another song in my mind earlier…. I just forgot.

Hmm.. last night, i unearthed this tape with the label: Halo-Halo Themes, etc.

It’s got Zorro, Rayearth, Time Quest, Dragon Quest, Romeo no Aoizora (munitng pangarap ni romeo) … oh… i forgot the others!!! Oh yeah, Yaiba and Super Boink among those.. but there was more…

lol. anyway, that’s in side A.. in Side B.. Surprise surprise!!! what did I hear?? recordings of me SINGING!!! singing what?? SINGING CHURCH SONGS!!! lol.. i felt guilty. I was so religous before.. and now?? now what? i’m … great! ?_?

It’s just that… i don’t know what’s stopping me. maybe lazyness. I don’t want to come back to the fold.

As usual, the questionnaires keep on coming at friendster.. :D Hi ate sarah. This one’s from Sarah.

1. WHAT IS YOUR Middle name?

Maglaque

2. WHAT kind of PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?

Khaki Drawstring Pants three sizes larger than me (yeah, it’s so large. It’s my brother’s)

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING RITE NOW?

Fall On Me by Moonstar88… pa rin..

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE ?

7589

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

ginger chicken

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?

gray

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?

dunno. it’s dark and it’s not cold not hot.

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

SHEILA

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?

Eyes

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?

Yeah… I love you Ate Sarah. *mwah* *Mwah*

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?

Tired. Frustrated. Confused. Down. Sad.. everything negative you could think of. feeling suicidal included.

12. FAVORITE DRINK?

Fruit Juice… (Pineapple, mango, dalandan)

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?

Apfel Korn

14. FAVORITE SPORTS?

Bowling! I’m not good at it tho.

15. HAIR COLOR?

Brown -Black

16. EYE COLOR?

Brown-Black

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?

no.

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?

John Paul: 23, Iks:22

19. FAVORITE MONTH?

May

20. FAVORITE FOOD?

Pancit Canton… well.. instant noodles…

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

Brother Bear

22. FAVORITE DAY Of ANY YEAR?

0518

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

Yeah

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING.

Happy endings, of course. i HATE scary movies.

25. SUMMER OR WINTER?

No winter here…

26. HUGS OR KISSES?

never been kissed.. so.. hugs. XD

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?

Vanilla

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?

I wish, but it doesn’t really matter

30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?

Noone. this is a blog for crying out loud.

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?

Noone.

32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?

The Brotherhood of the Rose by David Morrell

33. WHAT’S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?

XP default

34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?

Scrabble

35.WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?

Watched TV, Read a book, Thinked, talked to Sheila, read a book and slept.

37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?

“Fuck, another day, same shit.”

38.FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE?

MP3 Collection (LoL)

39. EVER BREAK SOMEONE’S HEART?

None. I’m always the one heartbroken.

40. DO YOU SMOKE?

I don’t want to die yet.

ELABORATE:

cigarrette smoking is dangerous to health <- yeah, that too. but my parents will kill me if i'm caught smoking. they said all of them were enough (mama, papa, kuya and kuya)

41. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY?

hmm.. scroll up.

42. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY?

Charming!! XD i dunno…. nothing maybe.

43. HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?

Yeah. .. Beth, Chai, Betchai, Rebecca, Margie, Kang, Bekang, mi, mis, misan, misanthrope, hey, oi, oist, psst, hoy, huy, gago, tanga, sira, lukaluka, bruha, etc.. :P

44. ARE YOU HAPPY?

no! XD

hmm….. Courtesy of friendster, here’s another one. This one’s from Butzy.

1. Favorite breakfast is:

Pancit canton (instant, any brand, preferably local)

2. The movie I’ve watched the most number of times is:

A walk to remember.. for some reason. i went to a local premiere twice and i bought the dvd.

3. Least favorite subject in school:

oh… a lot.. Social Studies I, Economics, Physics II, III, IV, Bio, Chem.etc

4. I spend my leisure time by:

reading, singing, listening to the radio, playing the guitar… thinking.

5. Worst smell:

When i perspire a lot during the day.

6. If I could have any car in the world, what would it be?:

I don’t know.

7. Favorite household chore:

i dont like doing chores… But i’d prefer washing the dishes above all else.

8. When I was a kid, I dreamed of becoming a/n:

Uhh… lessee…. a nun, a teacher, an accountant, Miss Universe, an engineer…

9. Favorite colors:

Green, Blue, Gray, Brown, Black, White.

10. Favorite performers:

Lea Salonga.. forever.

11. When I die, I’d rather be cremated or buried:

Cremated… I dunno.. It’s tradition in my family to be buried.. But, i’d rather be anonymous.

12. If I could repeat college, I’d take up:

i gotta finish my current course first… <- yeah, that. But i'll start with Linguistics given the chance.. or maybe still... ECE.. ;_; It's still my dream course.

13. Three things I can’t leave home without:

Cellphone, Hand Towel, and my bag (with all the other stuff I can’t leave home without)

14. First thing I bought with my first salary:

Never had a job… But the first thing I bought with my stipend when I used to have a scholarship (I Suppose that can be considered a job) was that sports sandals which I used for more than a year… it just got so beaten up when i climbed a mountain using it… twice.

15. I’d like to be remembered as:

someone who existed.

16. If a book was made into a movie, would you still bother buying the book?:

No.

17. Specialty in cooking?:

Instant food.

18.First crush?:

AJ Enciso .. i dunno where he is now. But I have a crush since I was 13.. and he’s still my crush until now. lol.

19.Favorite hangout:

in my room, on my bed

20. Best place to shop?:

SM!!! North/West

21. Do you like to watch plays?:

I don’t usually have the funds to watch plays for pleasure.. just when i have to coz it’s a requirement…. but, yes, I do.

22. Favorite place in the house?:

see #19

23. Best gift you’ve given?:

All the gifts I’ve given are the best!!! -_-;; I mean, all of them were sincere…

24. Weirdest gift you’ve received:

a 24K gold pendant without a necklace when i was 6 years old.

25. Gift that you want to receive at this moment:

Cold Hard Cash would be nice. I’m deep in debt. -_-;

hmmmmmmmmm….

Another one.. And this is from Oliver.

1. IF YOU WERE TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN DEATH, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?

anonymous and painless

2. WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING THAT YOU WOULD DO IF U WAKE UP ONE MORNING AND FIND OUT THAT YOU’RE GENDER HAS CHANGED?

go on with my life and go look for a guy.

3. IF YOU WERE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO BECOME INVISIBLE, WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING THAT YOU WOULD DO?

fling myself on a highway full of rushing vehicles

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY?

feeling loved.

5. WHAT WAS THE VERY FIRST MOVIE THAT YOU SAW?

i Forgot… the movie where the song “If We Hold On Together” ??? or Nausicaa?? Dunno…

6. DO YOU EVER DREAM OF BEING A POLITICIAN?

ew, never

7. WHAT WAS THE WEIRDEST DREAM THAT YOU HAD?

I was mass killing.. Killing everyone in sight. Children, women, old people, everyone, until no one was alive. Another dream was I was being chased and I was killing them all.

8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?

yes.

9. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE STUCK IN AN ELEVATOR ALONE FOR AN HOUR?

Sing to myself lol

10. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT FINISHING STUDIES IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS?

Hell, yes.

11. DO YOU ENJOY WATCHING OR LISTENING TO GHOST STORIES?

Fuck, no.

12. HAVE YOU HAD ANY PARANORMAL EXPERIENCES?

Yeah… I felt my soul moving out of my body when I was asleep but I know i was awake.

13. WHAT’S YOUR NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?

To not make a new year’s resolution i can’t fulfill.

14. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?

Rejection, Loneliness, Failure.

15. HOMOSEXUALITY.. OK OR NOT OK?

It’s ok.

16. IS IT OKAY FOR YOU TO FLIRT WITH ANOTHER GUY/GIRL THOUGH YOU ALREADY ARE COMMITTED WITH SOMEONE ELSE?

no.

17. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE IN THE WORLD?

Dunno… wherever there are ghosts.

18. DO YOU HAVE A STAGE FRIGHT?

Before, i didn’t. Now, i do. i’m actually terrorized.

19. HAVE YOU EVER IMAGINED YOURSELF KILLING ANYONE?

Yeah.

20. HAVE YOU EVER STOLE ANYTHING IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE?

Oh yeah. but not as bad as oliver did.

21. DO YOU HAVE ANY CELEBRITY FRIENDS? NAME ALL…

None.

22. HAVE YOU ENGANGED YOURSELF IN ANY BUSINESS BEFORE?

no.

23. ARE YOU COMPUTER LITERATE?

yeah, i like to believe i am.

24. WHAT BORES YOU?

A lot.

25. IF OFFERED A MILLION PESO, WOULD YOU RUN NAKED IN YOUR STREET?

no.

26. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RIDE AT ENCHANTED KINGDOM?

That flying thing

7. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONFINED IN A HOSPITAL? WHY?

Yeah, allergies.

28. ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, DID YOU EVER DREAM OF BECOMING A NUN OR A PRIEST?

yeah.

29. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE COMMERCIAL?

COKE

30. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON THAT YOU’VE LEARNED IN YOUR LIFE?

Life is queer.

31. WATS UR GREATEST DREAM?

- to be rich!

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