MMMiii!

It’s always has to end like this… and yet, i’m stupid to let him. i’m always hurting coz of him. and yet, i allow him to.

i guess…. i’m just like this. born to be sad.

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Hmmm… Ok ok… update.

I feel like my bubble burst. i was so excited about this job i was hoping to have. Katrina sidelines with tutoring somewhere in Katipunan Ave.. and well, she was supposed to get me in it… but she’s always busy and everything. … *sigh* I’m in really really deep shit. I need to get money soon somehow. -_-;

Hmmmm………………………. Well, other than that, yeah, i admit i’m not taking my studies too seriously Except my Rizal which is the only one worthy at the moment to study in. i mean… i wake up everyday and ask myself why i’m still attending classes when i know i dun wanna pay attention… etc etc etc. I know I was stupid. i was wrong. it was a big mistake. BUT I DO NOT REGRET ANYTHING!! I mean, I’d love to say if only i took european languages or something else etc etc etc but i don’t! i mean, being in ece was already an accomplishment. a big big accomplishment. And i’ll forever think of that as one of my successes and not as my failure.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. All my wrongs and stuff like that. All the people i loved and hated and everything… It’s like… i’m so wrong in a lot of things i do or say and everything.. and yeah, i’ve lost some old ones and made some new ones…. renewed old ones…. blah… But i still feel lonely most of the time… maybe coz i’m always doing all the wrong stuff…. heh. i don’t really care now. i’m turning 20 soon and in five years i’ll have to fulfill my promise to myself.. :P

Tomorrow i have to get an application form for shifting to CSSP(College of Social Sciences and Philosophy) >_< i was such an idiot last week. I applied for a form for CAL(College of Arts and Letters) coz I thought that Linguistics was under it. so stupid..

oh and DAMN! I forgot to claim my TCG (True Copy of Grades) so i could compute my gen ed average…. If i’m not mistaken, i only have 2.075 … I NEED A GODDAMNED 2.000000 >_< *sigh* and with my Rizal exam result last time... i don't think i'll reach it..

Is it wrong if i’m sad all the time?? I try to make a good impession that I’m not. hahahha… always laughing, always smiling….

blah blah..

anyway, enough.

I’ll … dunno.. i’m wasting money again. but, i’ll go insane if i stay at home….

ayoko na -_-;

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